I wonder what I will find in here

for I’ve kept it locked away for all these years.

I never beared to let it go, you see

to remind me of

the ones I love.

I’ve filled the space around me.

I’m still looking for what’s inside of me.

It’s fleeting me.

Now that time’s passed

and decay has staked its claim,

the residue of all I knew

has washed away with its remains,

and I’ve gone too far away.

I’m still the same.

You won’t hear goodbye.

I lost what was around me.

I’m still in search for what’s inside of me.

It’s deceiving me.